August – The Month Of Martial Arts
I have been a horrible blogger.  I am disappointed in myself.  I want to sit down to write everyday, but everyday there is more and more to talk about and then the task just becomes too daunting.  However, I’m back with the promise of updating more regularly.  Hmm…that sounds familiar.
August definitely had a theme: martial arts! Why would this be any different than any other month? Because this month had some more unique and even new things happened to me.
TKD:
I tested for my senior red belt in TKD. Â I was super nervous about this 1) because I didn’t feel like I had my form committed to muscle memory and 2) it was my first time to break a board for testing. Â Both reasons had me feeling quite nauseous the morning of testing. Â I hate testing when I don’t feel like I’ve done my material enough time to “just do it”, and instead have to be actively thinking about every movement. Â I managed to do my form with no mistakes though not my best by far…still I’ll take it. And I was very relieved to break both boards on the first try (side kick and elbow smash). I am now one testing away from being a black belt…whoa!! 😀
Pictures from testing:
Video from testing:
Just a few days later I tested for sword at the TKD school. I wasn’t really nervous for this testing because I had been doing my material for months. I definitely felt ready to rock this test. And I feel like I did. Â I was more nervous because this was the first sword testing that the school had. Â Everyone was white belts. Â I wasn’t sure what the testing would comprise of or who would be there to watch. It wasn’t bad at all, and quite a few tested making us yellow belts! Even though sword is probably the lowest on my priority list as far as martial arts go, I do really enjoy this class. Â Where else do you get to spar with weapons?? It’s awesome!
Pictures from sword testing:
Videos from sword testing:
There was also the cycle belt ceremony which isn’t much to write about. Â It was just like it always is…though the next one will be very special for me getting my black belt and all. Â 🙂
Pictures from the belt ceremony:
Kung Fu:
I’m a 3rd brown belt! The road to get here was not an easy one. Yes, it’s hard at times to stay dedicated to coming to classes…life often can get in the way, and the material is piling up…getting harder to remember and learn. But the thing that has made this journey so difficult has been the testings, particularly my fear of performing in front of people. This test was super hard because it was supposed to be my first pre-test as well as my first testing in front of the grandmaster. Â I say supposed because that is not what happened. Â What did happen? Life! Yep, life…it got in the way. Â The trip to Mississippi didn’t help. Â Being away from classes always makes it difficult especially when you’re still learning material, and that’s where I was. When the time came to pre-test the truth was that I just wasn’t ready. Â I didn’t have my material committed to muscle memory. I was definitely still having to actively think about the next move. I came to pre-test and even signed up, but then got cold feet and scratched my name off. So upset, I had to leave and missed Bryan’s pre-test (2nd black sash). But I did not miss Bryan’s actual test which was amazing! The thing that scares me about testing is how many people are there to watch. I know that people want to come out and support the students, but it’s too many people!! It’s scary!! Anyway, I got a couple of extra weeks and an lucky break when Master Joe tested me during class. It was lucky because I didn’t even know I was testing. Trust me – I know this is a rare and special occurrence, and I appreciate it!
Between regular testing and my testing, there was the Round Rock tournament. There wasn’t a whole lot of people there, but I enjoyed the exposure. By making myself compete, I am getting better about my performing anxiety. I took first in open hand forms for my division and didn’t place in tai chi. I’m ok with not placing because it was all levels. I felt like a winner for competing with all of them. I sparred with all of the brown belts and didn’t place, but I won one and lost one. The best thing about sparring was that I really did have fun doing it. The best thing about the tournament was making some new friends and see Grandmaster Sin do meteor fist.
The day after the tournament was Meteor Fist seminar taught by Grandmaster Sin. It was my first seminar with him, and it was amazingly awesome! The form is crazy! It was fun to learn! Another highlight of that weekend was getting to go out to eat with the grandmaster. It was a great experience to just sit and talk to him on various subjects.
Pictures from testing/tournament: album
Videos from testing/tournament:
In closing, I’ll be a better blogger! 🙂